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Assalamualaikum warahmatullah...

There comes this verse from Al-Quran. I was performing my Isha prayer. And I think the Imam was reciting this verse from Surah Yunus. Or was it from Surah Al-A3raf? I just remember the last few words but no big deal, the content is the same.

"Katakanlah: 'Aku tidak berkuasa mendatangkan kemudaratan dan tidak (pula) kemanfaatan kepada diriku, melainkan apa yang dikehendaki Allah.' Tiap-tiap umat mempunyai ajal. Apabila telah datang ajal mereka, maka mereka tidak dapat mengundurkannya barang sesaat pun dan tidak (pula) mendahulukan (nya)."
[ 10 : 49 ]

19th April 2009; my makcik, Allahyarhamha Rahinah binti Mohd Salleh passed away. I kind of terkilan bcoz I find myself didn't pay much attention towards this berita due to some works I had to finish in Ma3rad Thaqafi JUST.

Al-Fatihah...

19th June 2009; I was really shocked when I receieved a message from an unknown number. I was certain it was from Malaysia as the number appeared to be +6013*******. I was on my way to Madinah. Allahyarham Muhammad Hafizuddin bin Hasnee. This friend of mine died in an accident.

Al-Fatihah...

Yet it's true. Ajal comes when it is set to come. Age doesn't matter. And disease can cause death but it's not the rule of Ajal. It is all from Allah SWT.

As written in his book, Brandon Toropov said;

Every responsible voyager across unknown territory has to establish a contingency route of some kind. Suppose you were scaling a mountain no one had ever climbed - you would have to develop a primary strategy, and then a secondary strategy for reaching your destination in case of miscalculation, unforeseen circumstances, or simple bad luck.

So. You have never died before. What is your backup plan?

p/s oh ye. I lost my watch while in Makkah. kind of sedey coz that was a present from JPNJ mase PMR dulu.huhuu...

..... of a SILENT REVERIE

head/cranial/crown note [sebab kat atas] : tajuk tu takde kait, aku cume rase aku banyak daydream la plak lately. bukan ape, nak exam bleh plak malas bace buku.

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah...

I am sitting for my final OC exam. u shud know me, kind of dislike this subject of too-much-mechanisms. kalau stakat hafal, memang my strength. tapi ni, memang aku tak minat. wateva. get 8 more marks, I shall pass~ dah! tak 80 lebih pun takpe la. pasrah mode. I need some distraction~!!! cause I'm tired. jom layan cite lain.

story #1 :

da basi da pun mende alah ni... but I still want dis on my blog! keh3.
NAH!!! amek~!!!


tak paham? juz get urself a dictionary. kalau malas sangat, paham those numbers tu pun da cukup. I'm too busy to be a translator for this kind of matter [and to update this blog-konon]. hahaha...

it's my FINAL! yeah! dah lame pun start.
the endlessness that I fear [sah2 la akunye AMYGDALA normal and sah2 gak la takde mende yg kekal except HIM]

[pagi2 lagi dah g jamiah nak study neyh~]

*_* penat da ni ngan exam yang tak sudah-sudeyh~

story #2 :

reminiscing the past. I entered INTEC on 13th June 2009. kind of late actly. maklum la, 2nd intake. who cares~ the thing is, I'm in Jordan right now.
yey~ da setahun [jagung] jadi mahasiswa...

I am too lazy to type anything. So let's just have sum pictures...

[khusyuk listening to english forum. besar kan klas aku?haha.sejuk ni]

[dis is not a time stalker, time keeper bai...!!]

[on the way to INPRO! no brape pun aku tak ingt. 2? 3? ke 4? tapi power gak la. hihi...]

[1st time buka puasa sama2. location; bilik TV @ Blok 7 yang baru+cantik tu]

[MEJ 02 + Sir Fairuz. aku sndri pun sort of forgetting my class name. IRBID kot. ntahla. PETRA ke.haha...]

[exam CHEMISTRY - completed!!!]

[rindu kat bas INTEC yg of cos free tu]

[I can't find Hady in dis pic]

story #3 :

alkisah kesian kat En Hasmat sebab kena turun Irbid utk bagi cek kat kanak2 yg tak cukup makan kat sini. important point ; aku da kaya balik! ni la kelebihan kanak2 yg lahir lambat ni. I received a 3 months amount to be spent for about a month and a half. mana tak kaya. dapat cek lambat. hahaha...

[haaa...bukti kekayaan. keh3]

time kaseh JPA n En. Norhasmat...

story #4 :

oren memang buat masalah ngan aku bulan ni. well they should be making money, but they were instead creating problems with their own customers...
bukan buah oren la, tapi ORANGE syarikat tepon ngan tenet tu...

then, ngan prob takleh nak msj nye.huh~ edisi meluah prasaan ke ni?

but I thanked orange coz sebab internet takde la, I can study ngan fokus. hahaha...

story #5 :

adapun sorang sahabat dari Ireland [student Msia la] datang ziarah bumi Jordan. so I followed my frens in accompanying him jalan2 cari batu kat sini.

[memory seeps from my vein - 2nd time kat airport, pukul 2 pagi neyh!]

I drove from Irbid sampai Mu'tah bai! pukul 2 pg plak tu bai!! bape jam tu bai!!! [sape la cipta istilah BAI ni.memang nak kena]. ni bukan statement poyo, cume percubaan menggunakan istilah BAI. trial version bleh? dah cam AVG plak. hakhak...

[Hariz konon2 skilled photographer -no offense-]

pastu sempat la merasa main Paintball. my very 1st time ni. tp takde la nervous breakdown ke, stage frightened ke hape... game je pun~

[STALKER vs SIKAH!!! aku cool je though kalah~]

I would say this was a special n meaningful journey I had with my frens.
We faced all of our hard times together and I appreciate them for keeping the word TOGETHER still.

[hah, kan da kena pam tayar... korang gak kena. haha...]

[klise gile gambar ni but dis time lain sket, sebab hilmi yg absentee]

[nah Hilmi! puas ati gambo solo. rambut korea tuh jgn main2. ntah brape inci tuh]

*_* dah.penat.

carry mark OC aku dah la tak memuaskan~ +_+
aku syukur jek Alhamdulillah... but there's always some reason to feel not good enough...

Wassalam...

tail/caudal/foot note : aku taip mende alah ni the night b4 exam OC. ngah study OC ni kononnye. cume lambat sket tekan post button tu je. masalah internet yg lambat. maaf diterima. paling utama; ni da malam ke brape aku tak tido ni.

LIBRARY dan MASJID

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah...

I never wrote a poem. Well technically. haha...
Ok ok.
Penah la gak try utk wat sajak2 neyh.
But most of the time, mesti nak guna those berbelit words.
[bak kata Cikgu Amir, ayat2 power @ bombastik]

I sumtimes find it hard just to understand a poem. Hell yeah it happened!
But when I found these 2 poems, they are just too attractive.bleh tak camtu?hahaha...

Simple

Meaningful

Beautiful

I don't wish to say much so just try to feel these 2 very simple poems.

DALAM LIBRARI


Dalam librari
aku tersengguk
seorang tua
tersenyum menegur :
Tak guna
membuka buku
menutup mata.
Kan elok
menutup buku
membuka mata?

Mulai esoknya
dalam librari
ku tak pernah
tersengguk lagi
walau orang tua
sudah lama
tiada kusua

Dalam librari
kini ku membaca,
mataku sering
ke kerusi orang tua
yang sudah tiada

~A. Samad Said~

DI MASJID

Kuseru saja Dia
sehingga datang juga
Kamipun bermuka-muka

seterusnya ia bernyala-nyala dalam dada
Segala daya memadamkannya

Bersimpah peluh diri yang tak bisa diperkuda

Ini ruang
gelanggang kami berperang

Binasa membinasa
satu menista lain gila

~Chairil Anwar~

p/s exam stat esok.juz in time.time exam ni la patut dok library n tak lupa gak amal ibadat kat masjid ea...